You know when it seems thats everything happens to you. Well that's the story of my life...
HAIR. I talked about that here before. In December 2009 I did some blonde highlights and in February 2010 I did some more. I got pretty blondie. After about 3 months sun tanning my hair got almost white so in August I decided to dye it for the first time in my life to get back to my natural color. The result was something similar to olive... I know it is very hard to get back to the natural hair color once you start changing it but I kept trying. In November I dye it again and this time it got a bit orange after some weeks. January again and less orange but still not my color. It was not what I wanted but I was ok with it because I still had the golden shades that I like so much.
What happened today was just... I said here before: I have a blonde soul, light brown is perfect for me... And looking for that I went to a different haidresser that many people recommend me. This was the fourth attempt to get my natural color back and I was really expecting that to happen.
This is my natural haircolor.
This is how my hair looks now. A bit different hun?
I do want to believe that some kind of misunderstanding happened... I really do! I went to a second hairdresser (my mother's one) that told me that my scalp was very sore and that I should wait some weeks to see if the color opens and my skin calms down. I really don't want to dye my hair anymore, it was supposed to be an one time thing so maybe highlights will be the solution.
I can assure you that in the picture I look a lot better than in real life. Besides the jokes about don't needing a wig for carnival anymore, everyone told me that it looked good but it didn't look like me. My brother and sister in law didn't even recognize me. I don't recognize myself and I don't feel me.
It's futile I know, but such a big change with no previous notice just shook my world. I hope tomorrow will be a better day and I finally can face myself in the mirror...